Category: zen

A. Even if you remain exactly as you are right now, if you could flick a magical switch in everyone else’s mind so that their perceptions of you were different, would you still be the same person? In other words, is a part of who we are contained within the way that we are seen by the rest of the world?

We always have two selves; the one that each of us defines himself as and wants to be defined as, and the one that others define us as. We sometimes try to adjust ourselves to, or escape from the definition, image of us made by others, and sometimes seek to get others to see us in the way we want them to. This is the way we live mundane lives.

In Buddhism, no matter what perspective you and others may have about you, all the perspectives are not real but imaginary illusions created by us. People are troubled by being bound with these invisible illusions. Escaping from these illusions is called deliverance in Buddhism.

We should see the real self of us stripped of all illusions that is referred to as the true-Self, the Buddha nature, or Emptiness in Buddhism. Then, we can realise that we are all perfection itself, that is, each of us is so perfect that no one is superior, or inferior to another. This is why Buddhism says that everything is equal.

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On the way back to his temple, Joshu happened to meet an elderly lady, who asked him, “Where do you live?” Joshu said, “In the east of this village.” Joshu, talking to his students about what had happened on his way back, said to them, “How can you write the ‘east’ that I told the old lady?” A monk wrote ‘east’, and another monk wrote ‘East’. Joshu said, “How foolish you are! You are no better than a nine-year-old boy.” One monk said, “Why do you say so?” Joshu said, “Because both of you know only letters.”

Student: “What was wrong with the two monks who wrote ‘east’ and ‘East’?”

Master: “Joshu meant the place that can’t be found on a map and whose name can’t be written.”

Commentary:

Joshu’s residence is a place that can’t be stayed at.

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One day Rinzai was sitting in front of the monks’ hall. Seeing Obaku come, he closed his eyes as if asleep. Obaku, as if frightened, returned to his quarters. Rinzai followed him there and bowed his apology. The head monk was present, attending Obaku in his quarters. Obaku remarked, “Although this is just a young monk, he understands this great matter.” The head monk said, “Old Venerable, why do you testify to his future life even though his heels haven’t touched the ground?” Obaku slapped himself across the mouth. The head monk said, “If you understand, it is all right.”

Commentary:

Seeing Obaku come, Rinzai revealed the true-Self by closing his eyes as if asleep. Sensing his intention, Obaku responded by showing the true-Self through pretending to be frightened. Rinzai bowed his apology for having tested Obaku. Then, Obaku tested the head monk to see whether he was deluded by words or not by saying, ‘he understands this great matter’. The head monk was wise enough to reply, “Why do you testify to his future life even though his heels haven’t touched the ground?” This means, “If you see Rinzai as he is, he was not born nor does he have any form. What do you address as ‘this’, ‘a young monk’ and ‘he’?” Obaku approved the head monk’s comment while pretending to admit his mistake of making a discrimination with his mouth by slapping himself across the mouth.

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A. Oneness doesn’t mean nothing but means that everything that seems to be separate and different from other things, including ourselves, is connected with them as one, just as all waves in the sea are connected as one as part of the sea, even though each of them has a different form and a different life span.

You can have more compassion, love for everyone and everything when you feel oneness than when you don’t. Then, you can love your neighbours as yourself, just as Jesus said.

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A monk asked Joshu, “They say that the Great Way is not difficult only if we don’t make a choice. What is not to make a choice?” Joshu answered, “Only I exist above and below heaven.” The monk said, “That is still making a choice.” Joshu responded, “What a bumpkin! Where is the choice?” The monk couldn’t say anything.

Student: “What is it to make a choice?”

Master: “Saying words is.”

Student: “Then, why did Joshu say he had not made a choice although he said, ‘Only I exist above and below heaven’?”

Master: “Because he didn’t say a word.”

Commentary:

Misusing the Buddha’s mouth as you please is the source of all calamity.

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Later, Issan asked Gyosan, “What is the meaning of Obaku’s beating the superintendent?” Gyosan said, “The real robber ran off; the pursuer got the stick.”

Commentary:

In the Zen community a robber, or a thief symbolises an enlightened person, who is thought to have attained the universe for nothing without being noticed. So, in Gyosan’s words ‘The real robber ran off; the pursuer got the stick’, the real robber implies Rinzai who grasped Obaku’s intention, and the pursuer the superintendent who, not conscious of Obaku’s intention, thought that Obaku had hit him with his stick. He was deceived by the illusions that Obaku had made as expedient to reveal the true-Self.

Student: “Are you a robber, too?”

Master: “No robber thinks that he himself is a robber. Only a robber can recognise a robber.”

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A. Finding beauty is also finding an illusion. When we look for beauty, what does beauty mean? The standard of beauty varies depending on individual perspectives and culture. It changes with time even in the same culture. In short, beauty is an imaginary concept, not a concrete thing, which is referred to as an illusion in Buddhism. However, Buddhism doesn’t discourage us from pursuing beauty but encourages us to realise something called the true-Self that is beyond beauty, while pursuing beauty.

Student: “What is it that is beyond beauty?”

Master: “It is beyond ugliness.”

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Master Uisan said to an assembly, “I will be reborn as a buffalo in a village down the mountain after one hundred years. Then, there will be the words ‘monastic Uisan’ written on the buffalo’s left side. If you call me monastic Uisan, what will become of the buffalo? If you call me buffalo, what will become of monastic Uisan? Tell me what you should call me.” Then, Angsan stepped forward and offered a bow.

Student: “What should we call him?”

Master: “I will call him buffalo.”

Student: “Then, what would become of monastic Uisan?”

Master: “I am more worried what will become of you.”

Commentary:

Illness becomes medicine to the wise, but medicine becomes illness to the foolish.

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Rinzai and all the monks were out hoeing. When Rinzai saw Obaku approach, he stopped working and propped himself up on his hoe. Obaku said, “Would this fellow be tired?” Rinzai replied, “I have as yet not even lifted my hoe. Why should I be tired?” Obaku hit him. Rinzai grabbed the stick, gave Obaku a good blow and knocked him over. Obaku called the superintendent to help him up. The superintendent, doing so, remonstrated, “Venerable, how can you permit the impudence of this madman?” Obaku was hardly on his feet when he hit the superintendent. Rinzai, having started to hoe, remarked, “Cremation is the custom everywhere, but here, I bury everything alive with a single stroke!”

Commentary:

When Obaku said, “Would this fellow be tired?” he meant the true-Self by this fellow. Rinzai meant that the true-Self cannot be tired since there is nothing such as a hoe to lift in the state of the true-Self by saying, “I have as yet not even lifted my hoe. Why should I be tired?” Obaku tested Rinzai again to see if he could recognize the true-Self by hitting him, and Rinzai meant, “This is the true-Self you showed to me by hitting me” by grabbing the stick, giving a good blow and knocking him down. Unaware of the deep meaning exchanged between Obaku and Rinzai, the superintendent remonstrated, “Venerable, how can you permit the impudence of this madman?” Obaku, sensing that he had not grasped his intention, revealed the true-Self by hitting him as soon as he was on his feet. Rinzai’s remark ‘Cremation is the custom everywhere, but here, I bury everything alive with a single stroke!’ implied that he could make everything disappear, that is, make everything into the true-Self with a single stroke.

Student: “How is it possible to make everything into the true-Self with a single stroke?”

Master: “A drop of seawater is enough to know that all the seawater in the world is salty.”

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A. An individual body is to the true-Self as a wave is to the sea and as wind is to air. What happens to a wave in the sea after its death? What happens to wind after its death? After a wave loses its form, that is, after it dies, the sea, the essence of the wave is still there. We don’t think that the sea dies or is destroyed when a wave disappears. After death, everyone, regardless of whether he or she is enlightened or not, still remains where he or she has been. You should know that the essence of our being is the true-Self, Oneness, and that everything we see and hear, including our individual bodies, is just part of, or the function of the true-Self, just as all waves of all shapes and all sizes are merely part of, or the function of the sea.

The difference between an enlightened person and an unenlightened person is that the former is aware of this fact while the latter is not. The former knows that death is not the end of our being but only a tiny part of the endless change of the everlasting true-Self. So, it is said that to the enlightened there is no death, whilst the unenlightened are haunted by a ghost of death that doesn’t exist.

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